| Hmm life has been looking up and down. So we're not perfect, but i like it the way it is.
Looking for a new job since intrepid wont be needing me anytime soon. Im extremely low on money because I had to pay my step father rent money so i can stay home. And if i dont find a job quick, ill be back on the streets -_-.
On the bright side, Ive made the brilliant decision to go back to school! Yes Yes, this time im going to try to go thru with the entire thing. Not just show up, get perfect scores for 3/4ths the semester and stop going. But even so, the scarring .64 GPA kinda hurts... I gotta find out if theres a way to get rid of that. I probably will be attending school as of the n ext spring semester.
I dont know whats wrong with me...I mean i think i know but its weird to actually put the name on it. Ive been losing weight at a steady rate, over the last couple of months. Ive lost 17 pounds and need 10 more to go to qualify for the airforce. But even tho im losing weight, I look in the mirror and I see myself huge. And lately Ive been eating a lot less, and at nite i get nauseous and vomit. *sigh* I feel sick.
I miss talking to some of you, If youve forgotten my cell fone number its 917 922 201. Call me up whenever, but preferably after 9 pm or on weekends. Take care niggers~
PS: Live with teh grammar i refuse to backspace anything tonite,. im in julians house in the dark and like 3 feet away from the screen and i cant possibly read what im typing withnout my glasses so yes im sure there are a lot of mistakes. just try to ifigure it out >_>
~Big Edit~
Im bored and i stumbled upon this on a friends myspace so imma do it...thats how bored i am lawlz cure V >_>
1] Is there someone who you like/love at the moment?
Yes the lil lady from africa >=D
2] Have you ever given or been given roses?
I have never been given roses, but i have given them on certain special occassions
3] Your all time favorite romance movie?
Havent really seen many...not many pop up in my head...so imma think and put down the first one i think...err lol....
4] How many times can you honestly say you've been in love?
Twice... (Dont question that, it took A LOT of thinking to seperate what was love and what was just adventure, Though couple of years from now i might look back and think what the hell did i know about love, but hey thats life)
5] Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?
Sure why not... you may not find them though lol.
6] Do you think that you should become friends with someone first?
I ono, becoming a friend isnt my style of dating. I think that if i was their friend first, and things didnt work out well, it would hurt more than if i had just gone straight into the relationship. Doesnt mean you cant come out friends, rite?
7] Have you ever had your heart broken?
Oh hell yes.
8] What do you think about long-distance relationships?
<|No Thanks.|> I think love is something that should be shared in person, feel, touch, warmth, all that jazz is very important to me. But if i was brought from a strong relationship to a long distance one by circumstances, Id try to make it work.
9] Your thoughts about online relationships?
A 100% No thanks. Really not my thing, I sort of look down on it (If there is a possiblity of actually meeting the person[ and not some farfetched posibility] then mayb)
10] Would you date someone 5 years older/younger?
5 years younger would put me in jail, 5 years older hell yea, i like older women >_>
12] Do you believe the statement "once a cheater always a cheater"?
XD hell no, I really do think people can change if they TRULY wanted to
13] How many kids do you want to have?
Two
14] Do you usually fall for the wrong girl/boy or the right girl/boy?
lol wtf is this a trick question to check if im gay or bi? lol wtf? errrr....ive made 6 mistakes so far i guess... maybe thats a yea?
15] What is your favorite color?
Blue-> Black-> Nigger-> Red
16] What are your views on gay marriage?
100% No thanks, Ho Nation empire does not support such things ( i iknow this is going to offend some of you guys, well sorry but its my opinion dont let it get personal)
17] Have you ever broken someone's heart?
I don't think I have, I'm usually the broken one...(BUT, IF YOUR READING THIS AND I HAVE...feel free to correct me...)
18] Are you the one who makes the move or do you wait for them to make the move?
I always make the move, thats why im so succesful >_> women take too long lol jk XD
19] Imagine your 79 & your spouse just died, would you remarry?
Love as much as i had...i doubt id find again at that kind of age. Not after the many years i must have spent with my spouse... A companion maybe but it wouldnt be the same thing
20] Do you think remarriage is betrayal?
Nope
21] At what age did you start noticing the opposite sex?
When i came out the womb, the nurse that held me had some really nice tits
22] True or false all is fair in love and war?
False |
